There is nothing to say and nothing anybody else can say right now. All that I can think about is surgery. God give my Dr. extra wisdom and skills tomorrow. Let me get through this unscathed and get to the next Chapter of healing. Thank you everyone for you well wishes and prayers they have helped through this torture. I feel so sorry for my kids I want them to be O.K. but this will affect them too. I remember the fear and anxiety as a kid of dealing with my grandmother in my home when she was going through breast cancer. I just hope they will be sheltered a little from the pain and I thank my Mom for letting me stay at her home until I feel better. I hope my family knows how much I appreciate them. I love you more than you know and I appreciate you all!