My faith in humanity is renewed. People are amazing and just a word means so much I can't even describe. I am having some growing fears that I am trying to keep under control and the support I'm receiving is helping to keep me strong. Truth be told I am petrified. I would like to be through this waiting and find out already what is going to be happening to me. I promised myself and god I would not try to control this but it's hard. I want to drive the bus but I know my place is to just have faith in the driver, God. Keeping the Faith!!!